The resistance has kicked in. My body/mind feel drained as I'm trying to fit everything into this ONE LIFE.
Prayer
Family
Health
Creativity
Friendship
Why keep up? Because if I don't, it negatively impacts the world.
We have a responsibility to be the best version of ourselves to positively impact the world.
Someone is always watching.
I think of all the greats who were in this same battle between resistance and perseverance. They did not give up. They persevered in the face of resistance. They are now changing lives. They get even more resistance nowadays with every decision they make but what helps them is that they have been to that darkness that resistance creates and they have been able to get out with the light that perseverance creates.
It's the same thing for me. If I give up and take it easy... just doing what needs to get done to "get by" would mean that I shove God's gifts to me back in his face. I can't do that. I would negatively impact not only my life but your life.
Keep going.